1st time to write a blog...sheer boredom made me do it....boredom is what haunts me day in and night...it comes with the territory....being the resident loser and loner...the girl that would always be the bridge..the best friend and never being the leading lady....the fan never the star...argg...i know i must quit the self pity and move on to brighter side of things...haha..but to think of there is no bright side...haha....but hey..its just one of those nights.....listening to this awful but sum what catchy song...hhahaa..about models and fashionistas...kinda like me..ironic isn't it...a fashionista loner/loser....as my best friend would say...we can make things happen...in our own world..haha..kinda autistic ain't it? we are cool, we are sum thing else..haha..but hey..even if we are losers...we are cool losers...and that brings sum ooomph to it..hahhaa....now im listening to this song just for now....just for now the girl says...yea...i wish sum1 would sweep me off my high heeled shod feet...my price charming in a cool shiny car...and take me to happy lala land....forget troubles and loserness...even just for now...temporary madness and happiness...last nyt i saw the holiday...loved it....kinda makes me close my eyes and imagine jude law...he sure kisses good....full of passion...just once...i wish...pray even....i cud see sum1 gazing my way...with a look thats packs a powerful punch of passion..knock me unconscious...well thats just me...more to come...stay tuned...if u want to listen to my rants...and raves...and tear soaked heart pourings..hahaha
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